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[09 Nov 2005|07:59pm]
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[25 Sep 2005|08:46pm]
yesterday was confusing as fuck w/ concert tickets and what not...ive spent 228 dollars at ticket master in the past 2 days. mel called and turns out she doesnt have to work thursday : ) i felt bad cuz i already asked stevie to go so i called her up and explained the situation and she was cool w/ it so thats great. shes one row behind us and one seat over. i still felt bad tho cuz she would be by herself so i fronted frankie the money to go cuz i know he really really wanted to go. it all works out cuz shes not by herself and frank gets to go. then i bought 2 tickets to msi 10/19. i cant fucking wait SYSTEM OF A DOWN this thursay...maybe i should focus on my homework...im already falling behind. college sucks
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[22 Sep 2005|03:58pm]
so uh...10/19 im going to see MSI...but it wont be the same...unless mallory and sara want to ditch school on thursday perhaps??? i dont know if i could go w/o you ladies
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[20 Sep 2005|08:43pm]
still dont feel like doing my homework so im back to this site again. i almost died monday morning. i fell asleep driving on the freeway. Has anyone ever just drifted away while they were driving? i mean it was only for a few seconds. i went to blink but i just didnt open my eyes. scary as hell in rush hour traffic. i really like my school i just hate driving there. it takes me 50 minutes to get to detriot in the morning and only 15 min to get home in the afternoon. im thinking about going in early everyday that way i beat rush hour traffic and hopefully dont nod off to sleep anymore. Although that would mean getting to school at 6:30 when my first class doesnt start until 9:35. i guess i could go work out for an hour or do homework or something. or like i did monday, get to school and fall asleep in the lounge. maybe if i was able to sleep i wouldnt be having all these problems. i think im turning into an insomniac. i try to go to bed early but i cant so i stay out till 3 in the morning and come home tired as hell and still cant sleep i dont get it.
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[20 Sep 2005|08:27pm]
disappointed carie forgot about me i guess im not suprised. stressed over everything lately. i cant believe its almost october. christmas stuff already at work how sad is that. im glad im moving to paint.
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[28 Aug 2005|07:56pm]
Its been an eternity since i've updated i forgot about this pos. Its sad i feel disconnected from everyone this summer wasnt at all what i'd hoped for. I guess its my fault. its not that i dont care about ppl i am just lazy i guess so i never pick up the phone. I guess i suck at the whole friend thing.

I start wayne state sept. 6th. Not really looking forward to it as much as before. Im just glad its not RHS. I am actually looking forward to not knowing a damn soul. Linda and i went to get books the other week that most deff. sucks.

I'm finally getting my car fixed tomorrow. i guess its just cuz i've been making it pretty lately that i've finially stopped putting it off. i changed the interior and took off the damn pinstripes i hated. tomorrow i'm getting to new tires, and some other technical bullshit done

I didnt get any away time this summer. no vacations just work. thats so depressing.

I havent been at home much anymore i kinda feel bad cuz i know it bothers my parents i just cant handle being alone anymore. i use to love it

I think i might be getting a tattoo soon. I guess the only thing stopping me before was the outragous price. I blame it on jace i had forgotten about getting one till he made a tattoo gun. Him and frankie both got one between their shoulder blades and then jace got one on his ankle too. For being homemade they look amazing. i'm thinking about getting the word TRUST done but still not too sure where, when and if.

Its gonna sound weird but i miss astronomy. lately i've been addicted to looking at the stars its crazy i just wish i could remeber all i learned last year. funny how fast you forget. its pathetic all the math i had in high school and then i cant even pass basic competancy test for math at wayne.

well i feel stupid writing all this so i guess im done
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[13 Apr 2005|04:39pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE concert in 4 days...im so excited i might wet myself.

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[28 Sep 2004|04:56pm]
Wow i kinda forgot about this...and what free time feels like. I've been sooo busy lately its insane. well thought i should at least wright something...
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[03 Sep 2004|02:59pm]

Everyone around me seems to know exactly what they want to do after this year. They know what college they plan on attending and what they want to major in and do w/ their lives and i on the other hand am quite the opposit. I get about 4 or 5 college flyers in the mail a day and i just pitch them. Now im realizing that im going into my senior year and i have to actually grow up and do something w/ my pathetic life. I was talking to justin about going away to school on the phone the other night hoping for some advice or at least a little support but i felt like shit afterwards. He doesnt want me to go away to school because he's afftraid of losing me. He wants me to go to a community college or somewhere close like i originally planned.  Blah blah blah. I kno how stupid that sounds but i dont want to leave him either. BUT i dont want to be one of those girls that doesnt go to the right school and gives up on oppertunities because she doesnt want to leave her bf. Honestly how long are we going to be together? All i know is that now we are happy together and thats all that matters. I dont sit down and think "where will i be 5 years from now" shit i dont even know where i'll be 5 hours from now. Its overwhelming. I feel like i owe it to myself to go to a good school but right now i feel like i just want school to be over w/. I dont even fucking know what i want to go to school for. Im running out of time and im losing it. What if i end up wasting my life away...

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[03 Sep 2004|02:33pm]
Wednesday: I got to see my beautiful baby : ) Went on another adventure...Roseville really is dull. Still im glad he came over. Walked back around 9:30 and watched south park till he had to go home

Thursday: Up early for class. Then napped a bit. Went to the football game to see the half time show. Good stuff. I got to see mallory, sara, and phil there so that was cool. Boy do i miss everyone. I realized sitting there that that was the first school "game" i attended since i ran track back in 8th grade. and then it was kinda mandatory to show up for the meets. I actually miss track. Thinking about joining this year...then again maybe not

Today: slept in! last chance at sleeping in i have untill february. Thats the only thing that sucks about school is having to work on the weekends and not getting the extra sleep. O well im over it.

Tommorrow: Docters appointment no work. Kinda nervous really...

Well done rambling on
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Schedule [27 Aug 2004|01:53pm]
Here goes...

1st Health occupations Lakeshore
2nd " "
3rd Astronomy Sabo
4th Phy. & Anatomy Wheeler
5th Art Exp. Stieber
6th Novels Mattison
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Mayhem of the mooninites [26 Aug 2004|03:30pm]
Our civilization has advanced beyond all that you can comprehend with one hundred percent of your brain



I AM...

HASH(0x8833a08)
You Are Ignignokt


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AND THIS IS...

HASH(0x889b5b4)
You Are Err


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AND WE ARE THE MOONINITES!






I am Ignignokt, and this is Err.
I am Err!
We are Moononites from the inner core of the Moon.
We're better than you are.
You said it right
Our race is hundreds of years beyond yours.
Yes, our race is far beyond your primitive Earth customs.
Man, you hear what he's saying?
Some would say that the Earth is our moon.
We're the moon
But that would belittle the name of our moon, which is: The Moon
Point is: we're at the center, not you.





What was once yours is now his threw the power of our actions...
Wrap your body around that rack of dvds...
We smoke while we steal...
You can not heat up our moon juice...
The explosion will be of extraordinary magnitude...
The bullet is enormous, there is no way you can dodge it...

wow that just made my day : )
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[26 Aug 2004|01:25pm]
Yesterday i had to work 7-2. I could not believe how fast it went by tho so thank god for that. Then i got home @ 2:30 and justin calls cuz he got off early so he walked over here and got to meet mark n steven cuz they were standing on the corner w/ carie roseann and i. then they all went back to marks and justin and i went to my house. We gave each other massages. That was fun. I love his scarification tattoo thingy. Ha i dont know what to call it. then he left at 4. I got a shower and then at 6 he came back over. It was so funny my mom FINALY got to meet his mom so she was happy. After dinner we went to the movie store and rented Scarface. Sweet ass fucking movie. : ) i had only seen part of it be4 so that was cool. We almost rented the Prince & Me. Now that would have been funny. Hes so damn cute. Just laying there cuddling together in a completly non-sexual way was the most fun i've had in awhile. I dont know what i'd do w/o him. Eww enuf mushy bull shit. lol. No work today so im being a lazy ass. its one thirty and im still not dressed yet o well laying homes all i've been able to do since i crashed my car. I guess im over it. Tomorrow is orientation. Damn it. Summer went by too fast as usual.
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[24 Aug 2004|03:33pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Wow i'm lazy i've been meaning to come down here the past few days and update but didnt and now that i am i forgot everything i wanted to say. Saturday i went to see the marching band play at there last day at camp. I got to see donnie and bunchs of other ppl. Katie didnt wanna come home. weirdo. lol Yesterday i worked 7-3 then kevin picked me up from work and me him and carie went to the mall. Hoeray! I bought K the styx cd. Im such a nice sister. we kept seeing dumb ppl there tho so that was pissing me off. Justin came home from his trip yesterday but cuz i was w/ carie and kevin i didnt get to see him. o well. He was suposed to come over today but he cancelled and i think is coming over tomorrow. He had his road test today but turned off his alarm clock and over slept. Nice one. I feel bad cuz he had Nancy go all the way to his moms house to take him for it and he had his phone on vibrate so he didnt realize she called either. This is like the 3rd road test hes suposed to of taken. He feels really bad about it tho. Then when i woke up for work this morning i felt like shit so i called in but jeff convinced me to come in for a lil bit. Ha im a baby i only worked and hour and 15 mins. Then i was walking past coney on my way home and my dad was in the parking lot so i had him drive me home. took a shower and slept most the day. Joyous...Now i have nothing to do for the rest of the day. I was looking forward to seeing justin but o well i'm over it. Nothing sound fun right? O yea it sucks i had 38 hrs this week but i got 8 of um cut cuz of today. Eh sleep was worth it plus i really did feel like shit. Fridays gonna suck too i was looking forward to not having orientation but apparantly seniors have to go this year too. Or maybe it was always that way and im dumb. Eh wouldnt suprise me but at least i get to see my schedule. I took almost all blow off classes. Whoohoo. mmk im done

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[17 Aug 2004|02:03pm]
Justins been really sweet about coming to see me! : ) eek. Hour and a 1/2 walk seems like it would take forever. His mom actually drove him over here the other night. We've been dating a year and 3 months and his mom just now found out where i lived. Thats kinda sad. lol Then my mom showed him my baby pictures trying to embarrass me. We both just found it funny. Then for a walk to the park and sum nature trail. fun fun then he made me watch indiana jones. AHHHHHH well i gotta go to work now : ( worst part about that...i have to walk there
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[12 Aug 2004|12:14pm]
went to court yesterday. whew! at least one court appearance is out of the way. the judge was really nice she gave everyone there a break. I didnt get any points on my license for speeding just had to pay the $115 fine. Grrr. then went to my insurance agent and got the check for my car. got more money then i thought i would so hoeray for that. Believe it or not justin is coming to visit me AGAIN tonight. Hmmm i wonder whats gotten into him.
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[09 Aug 2004|04:57pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Yesterday i FINALY got to see Danielle! Thank you sooo much for coming to visit me. It was really good seeing you again! Tonight Justin is suposed to come see me but i dont know...

Kinda scared really...

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Psycho [05 Aug 2004|08:45pm]

                                   Restraining orders VS Birth control

Just in case i wasnt sure i most definatly am now...yesterday my mom was forbiding me to see justin ever again and today shes talking about putting me on birth control...yup shes gone completely psycho. Work sucked today. It only takes 5 mins to drive there and 20 for me to walk : ( I miss my car like whoa  <----and donnie

 

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[04 Aug 2004|07:25pm]
[ mood | same ]

Its all downhill from here...

Im numb

i havent updated this much since before i could drive

now i have nothing to do but sit at home

actually glad to be going to work tomorrow

No clue how im going to see justin

so much shit going threw my head it physically hurts

im still sore from the accident

its all my fault

i hate my life

i hate myself

i hate everything

FUCK

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[04 Aug 2004|04:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I have yet to cry since my accident believe it or not but about 15 min ago i came pretty damn close. I called warren court because its wednesday and i've been calling almost every wednesday since my last ticket in april and guess what they finaly made a judgement...
Full responsiblility w/ 2 pts on my license. I kno that sounds like nothing but im gonna have 6 or more for careless driving so it looks like theres a pretty good chance i'm gonna lose my license. Im going to court next wednesday (why do they do everything on wednesday?) to try and appeal AGAIN...i really hope it goes well if not i might just kill myself be4 my next court date. FUCKING SHIT all of it I honestly wish i would have died. All i hear is u have no idea how lucky u are that your alive how could u do this blah blah blah and all im thinking is god damn it Why Am I Alive??? I really am sick of it

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